Tuesday, October 26, 2010

A Blog Post in the Style of Hemingway

The man sat at the table, or rather, atop the surface. Humming in his ears were the soundwaves of ages before, which led him to muse up whether to complete his task. In hand he held a letter, and the same hand violently shook like a thousand earthquakes. He muttered to himself the lyrics of his favorite song, "is this soliloquy or psychosis...or self-hypnosis?" Truthful words coming from a mind that had been pushed past the point of breaking. And his thoughts drifted to a time now gone, but one that could be regained within a moment. His eyes darted back and forth, observing the many familiar faces before him, but his heart stopped momentarily lest he not find the one he sought. But lo! The face of she who he loved appeared in the sea of monotony as a shining light, a beacon to a ship lost in a fog of sorrow. His already taxed mentality struggled to find the phrases locked away inside his head. Syllables and consonants flew and swirled around inside his subconscious, but the few words he uttered revealed the pain that imprisoned him on a daily basis. She departed from his sight, the letter clutched in hand. He breathed out, a long, extended sigh that rattled the bones of his chest. And the man sat at the table, or rather atop the surface.

I shall leave it up to the readers to interpret this.

Friday, October 15, 2010

Well, LA DEE DAH

GAHHHHHHHHHH!

Okay, so if you didn't gather by my gah, I'm gonna talk about things that piss me off.

1. Loud gum chewing-if you're going to chew your gum like a retarded cow, please do it where I can't hear it.
2. Hypocrites-makes perfect sense, you condemn me for something I do, but then you go and do it yourself.
3. Haters-if you're gonna hate on my music or something, at least have a good reason that you can stand behind.
4. Loud food chewing-same deal as 1. Drives me berserk. Can't you chew with your mouth closed?
5. N00bs-being serious here. I can't stand it when some little kid is playing CoD and screaming because they told the person in front of them not to kill them, when it's a fighting game!

That's all I've got for right now. Though, I would like to end this blog with a quote from one of my favorite songs, by the band Five Finger Death Punch.

"And it's almost like your heaven's trying everything to keep me out." -Far From Home

Thursday, October 14, 2010

What's Next For Heretic?

Greetings to everyone.

Now I suppose that some of you are saying "Chad, what's coming next for Heretic?"
Well, that would be a full length, believe it or not.
It is an album that I have had in and out of progress for close to a year at this point.
The good thing about this is that I already have the lyrics, all of them, written, so no time is going to be wasted on that aspect.
I will be borrowing a Shure SM57 microphone for the recording from my good friend. In case you didn't know, the SM57 is THE industry standard for recording, used by such bands as Metallica and Slayer, and such producers as Andy Sneap.
The title of the album is "...And My Bloodletting Begins", and it is a very religion centered album. Now, having said that, it's not pro-religion, for sure, but it isn't blatantly anti-religious either. Songs such as "Slaves To Silence" and "Fallen From Grace" simply tell a story, with the former being the persecution of middle eastern Christians, and with the latter being the story of Satan's fall.
I will be continuing my previous style of riffing, that being very groove oriented riffs, but more diversity will be in order. The final two songs on the album will be where things get really interesting, as it will be recorded as one song, entitled "Revelation".

Stay tuned for more information! I'm really excited about this.

Chad

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Hate Asylum Now Available For Free Download

Greetings!

Hate Asylum, my new album, has been released for free download. You can listen to it online at www.myspace.com/thefalloftheheretic or you can download it from http://www.mediafire.com/?3cwh515a1257t3k

Please listen and give me feedback on my first offical EP!

Chad

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Ashes of Asheville (my new short story)

So I figured I'd make a quick blog post about this; I'm writing a short story called "Ashes of Asheville", which is set in Asheville, NC, and it tells the story of Helen's Bridge, a haunted location in NC. There is a time lapse, and the story jumps from 1912 to 2001, where 2 couples head to the bridge in an attempt to conjure Helen, the ghost of the woman who hanged herself there after the death of her child. Needless to say, they succeed...perhaps a little too well. I won't reveal anything else at this moment, but I'll keep you posted.

Friday, October 1, 2010

It's Time To Review Me Some Daughtry!

Alright, so if you, yes you, the reader, didn't know already, I'm a HUGE Daughtry fan. Therefore, I feel it's only appropriate that I review his album from 2009, Leave This Town. A little background on the album: Daughtry stated that this was the first album they really recorded as a band, because the first album was simply session musicians. Furthermore, various musicians (Chad Kroeger from Nickelback, for instance) helped Chris write these songs. Anyhow, onto the reviewing.

1. You Don't Belong-this song is probably the heaviest song on the CD. Daughtry croons through the verses and soars into high screams and melody during the chorus, belting out his touching lyrics about a girl who broke his heart and how he doesn't want her anymore, but she's got his back against the wall ("with my back against this wall, it's hard to be strong..."). Good solid Daughtry song, I rate it 9/10.

2. No Surprise-this was written alongside Nickelback frontman Chad Kroeger, and it shows. Beginning with a melodic echoey intro, it is more of a ballad than a rocking song. That being said however, Daughtry stuns us again with his astounding vocal range, reaching an incredible A#5 (that's translated to really bloody high for you laymen out there). The chorus will stick in your head for ages, and the lyrics go straight to the heart. 9/10.

3. Every Time You Turn Around-whoa there, Daughtry drummer, you can do double bass? That's right, this rocker starts off with a simple but fun double kick pattern, which quickly launches into Daughtry's "whoo-hoo"-ing. This song has more of an upbeat tone to it, with the lyrics being about going back to fulfill a promise ("I know you're standing there, waiting for me to take it on back down the other road, baby. Well, I won't let you down."). Nice heavy and melodic number that will stick with you for a while. 9/10.

4. Life After You-the first radio hit off the album, and for good reason. This song's lyrics are touching, talking about going back and trying to get someone back after you did something stupid. The orchestral arrangements, wait, WHAT?! Yes, Daughtry has gone and done it again, putting amazing orchestral arrangements into his songs, which makes it that much more amazing. Yet another catchy chorus stays in the listener's head for ages, but it's well worth it. 10/10.

5. What I Meant To Say-there's something about this song that's different, and I like it. The lyrics are about apologizing when you shouldn't ("I know I said I'm sorry, but that's not what I meant to say."), and Daughtry soars into his beautiful vocal lines, pumping all the emotion he can muster into his lyrics. The guitars are heavily distorted in some places, whereas in the verses they are less so, to good effect. A bit repetitive though, and that's why I'll give this song 8/10.

6. Open Up Your Eyes-this is probably the most touching song on the CD. A slow ballad, this song talks about a woman whose husband passes, leaving her all alone. When she dies, she meets him again and she's happy once more. The keyboards are enough to make a grown man cry, and Daughtry meets and exceeds all expectations once more with his god-like vocal chords. The guitars range from acoustic to clean electric to medium distortion guitars, making this song beautifully put together. 10/10.

7. September-fading in from the previous song, the acoustic guitars and Daughtry's soft crooning of his lyrics draws the listener in from the start. The lyrics are about looking back at the past and seeing how good things really were. The guitars, no matter how simplistic, really shine here, as do Daughtry's vocals. This was another good choice for a radio hit. 9/10.

8. Ghost of Me-Daughtry once again wows us with his astonishing vocal range with this little gem. The lyrics talk about never looking back at what you did wrong in a relationship. The guitars have a nice crunch to them, and the riffing is quite memorable. It is a little short and repetitive though, so I'll give it a 7/10.

9. Learn My Lesson-this song is probably the saddest song on the album, with Daughtry softly singing, "tonight, the sunset means so much. It's the one thing that I know you'll never touch," the lyrics talking about a scorned lover afraid to love again. The guitars are mainly softly distorted, which works nicely, and complements the piano. I'll give this song a 8/10.

10. Supernatural-this song is different, in a good way. It starts off with Daughtry singing behind a delayed guitar riff, which makes the song sound a bit overly poppy, but he makes up for it, quickly storming into the verse, singing about a girl who's more than he could ever have guessed. The guitars are nicely distorted, and there is a good little guitar solo in there. 9/10.

11. Tennessee Line-one of my favorite songs on the CD. Another slow song, this song straddles the line between country and rock, without being too much on either side. Daughtry is joined by country star Vince Gill on rhythm guitar and backing vocals. Daughtry sings his heartfelt lyrics about trying and failing to run away from your problems. The drums add a nice touch, with the drummer using brushes to not cloud the acoustic guitars too much. At the end, there is a nice, simple orchestral break. 10/10, easily.

12. Call Your Name-while I originally didn't like how this album ended (on a soft note), it turned out to be a wise decision on Daughtry's part. This song is very touching, with the piano complementing the acoustic guitars and Daughtry's heartwrenching vocal delivery well. After about 2 or so minutes of this, they bring out the heavier side, with the guitarist playing a solo behind Daughtry's crooning and the rhythm guitars. I especially like how Daughtry changes key at the very end on a dime. Good ender, 8.5/10.

TL, DR; Leave This Town is a fantastic album with amazing lyrics and vocals, among everything else. Definitely worth checking out.

DAUGHTRY!

Friday, September 17, 2010

Hate Asylum

Hey all,

Chad Nottingham here. Just a quick update: the tracking for Hate Asylum has been finished! There are 4 songs on the EP, which totals 16.5 minutes. The songs are, in order: To Wander Forever Amongst Dreams of Nightmares, Blood War, Hate Asylum, and The Release of Chaos. The main lyrical themes of the album are loss of love, insanity, September 11th (Blood War), and of course, hate. The album artwork is in progress now, so that will determine when the release date is. There will be 2 versions: a low quality (128 kbps) free download available via my myspace, and a $5 hard copy high quality version, available through me, though the last one depends on interest, because I can only order 10/25 at a time. So help a struggling musician out.

Chad

Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Projects and What's Going On

Hey all,

Chad here again. I figured I'd talk about some of the projects I have, what's going on with them, and what all is going on with me. As many of you know, I am a die hard metalhead, so all of my musical projects revolve around a central core of metal. The instrumentation, however, is a different story altogether, and I will explain how.

The most fitting place to begin is the musical project with perhaps the most history: The Fall of the Heretic. The name is a reference to Lucifer, the greatest heretic. I started TFOTH off with a very metalcore sound, with a raw guitar sound and a terrible drum program. Eventually, however, I started to evolve my sound to where it was before I put Heretic on hold, which was a technical metal sound inspired by Meshuggah. When another of my projects started to interfere with Heretic, I placed it on hold until I could get some of the other rigamarole off of my plate. Recently, I have brought TFOTH back to life, and the style of Heretic has changed, revolving around a heavy groove. The official genre of Heretic is experimental metal. A logo was recently drawn for me, and it is shown below.

The next project I am going to talk about is not going to be Decaying My Youth. If you want to read about that one, you can browse my posts below. Skyfallen is the next project on my docket. The name was influenced by Tom Clancy's Splinter Cell, in which they have a code called "Skyfall", which means escape and extraction mode. The name is talking about being on the run from something. The sound is very Gothenburg, with a twist. The first song that will be coming out for Skyfallen will be entitled "Core Creation", and it is part of a 2 song demo that will be released whenever it is ready. I do not have a logo for this band at the moment.

The last project I have to talk about is different than anything I've done in the past: Damnum Animus. The name is Latin, meaning loss of soul, which is fitting, because the music is DBM, or depressive black metal. The song style is often very slow, with thick keyboard lines and clean and distorted guitars overlapped. The drums are very spacey, and the vocals sound like they are in a stairwell, with lots of reverb. The album progress has been stalled because of lack of inspiration, but sometime in the future, a 3 song demo entitled "Sanity: The Lies of the Father" will be released, with songs such as "The Lies of the Father" and "The Last of My Kind".

What's going on in my life? Well, school has started back up, unfortunately. I am taking Latin, so those of you who know my music well can expect a lot more Latin snippets in the lyrics. I do expect to release a physical copy of "Hate Asylum", the new album for Heretic, within the next few months. There will be strictly 10 copies in existence, unless there is a sudden burst in interest.

That's all for this time I think.

Until next time, stay metal,

Chad

Monday, July 19, 2010

"Hope Bleeds Eternal"; The Story Behind The Lyrics

In my last blog post, I told the story of the history of Decaying My Youth. For this post, I will be telling the story behind each song on the EP, entitled, "Hope Bleeds Eternal". As some of you may know, "Hope Bleeds Eternal" is a reference to the old saying, "hope springs eternal". However, the title is stating the fact that hope is always there, but you have to suffer (bleed) for it.

The first song on the EP is entitled, "Into The Eye of Oblivion". The title to this song was inspired by one of my favorite Canadian bands, Oblivion's Eye. The lyrics were written on a whim, while I was listening to one of my favorite CDs, Symphony X's "Paradise Lost". One of the lines stood out to me; "Looking down from ethereal skies, silent crystalline tears I cry." Out of this, I pulled the first line of the song, which is, "On crystalline shards my thoughts drift". The lyrics are about trying to find who you really are in a world that betrays you and puts up many false visions of yourself.

The second song on the EP is the first song that I really recorded for Decaying My Youth, which is "Shadowed Pt. 1 - Trial". Focusing around a central theme of sorrow, the lyrics depict me in a hellish place, walking through it and trying to find who I am. The lyrics were written on the fly late one night, when I was experiencing a severe bout of depression.

The third song on the EP is the second part of Shadowed, "Shadowed Pt. 2 - Tribulation". This is the only song on the album that was originally a creation of someone else; in this case, my friend Amber wrote it as a poem originally, then she gave it to me. I changed very little of it in my creation of this song.The overall meaning is having two sides, one being sacrificed for another's life.

The fourth song on the EP is the title track, "Hope Bleeds Eternal". As I have explained, it is a play on the phrase "hope springs eternal", and this song shows how that is relevant. The main focus is on one man, who is nameless. He is telling his story from a post-apocalyptic world. We learn from the lyrics that the world was destroyed by a nuclear war, and he is one of a few lone survivors. He suffers to survive and repeats to himself the title of the song. Eventually, he writes his whole story down (the song) before committing suicide.

The fifth and final lyrical song on the album is entitled, "Nebulous By Design". The title was created when listening to another one of my favorite bands, Meshuggah. They have a song called "Nebulous", and the word itself means "hazy, uncertain, or unclear". The lyrics are about how we begin with no idea who we are or what we'll be, and how it's a journey through life to find out who we really are.

In my next blog, I don't exactly know what I'll be discussing.

Sunday, February 21, 2010

My Album and The Story Behind The Band

I'd like to tell the story behind my album, "Hope Bleeds Eternal", and also the story behind the band, Decaying My Youth. It started way back in the summer of 2009. Rory Fleming, who happens to be my manager, Dylan Fleming, who also happens to be in my project Skyfallen, and myself got together to make some music. It turned out to be a fusion of post-rock and metal, so we called it experimental metal. When the subject of names came up, I shot the name Decaying My Youth their way. I had asked my good friend Crystal Boland about album titles for my other project, The Fall of the Heretic (now on hold), namely those related to having a hatred for mankind. Decaying My Youth was one of them, and it had stuck, not only with me, but with my bandmates as well. However, after that summer, Rory departed for college, and Decaying My Youth died out. It didn't go away completely, for like the ashes of a fire that continue to smolder, the beast lived underneath my skin, until November of 2009. At this point, my life took a very difficult turn for me, as a severe bout of depression set in, with no warning or reason whatsoever. I began to write songs about depression, death, hatred, suicide, and hatred of man and God/gods. I knew these song lyrics would not fit in with the ones in The Fall of the Heretic, so the decision was made to revive Decaying My Youth. "The Killing Game", a song about religious struggles that was originally written in the first days of the band, was rerecorded, but after various takes, I scrapped the song, and took a more moody, dark toned approach. During another late night of writing, the true meaning of the band name hit me. I was dying inside for someone I could not have, and I knew at that moment, if I didn't let go, it would eat my life away (or decay my youth). Yet still, I continued to focus my time on that person. My lyrical themes continued to grow darker by the moment, including topics such as murder, darkness, Satanism, and the apocalypse. The album, which is currently in production, is entitled "Hope Bleeds Eternal", which is a reference to the saying "hope springs eternal". It is meant to show the fact that hope will always be there, but in order to realize that it is, you have to bleed (or suffer) for it.

In my next blog, I'll explain the meanings behind each song on the album.

Thanks,
Chad

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

The Gateway To Hell; Sickness

I just found out about this. It's really cool. Apparently in Turkmenistan, they were drilling for oil when a huge hole collapsed beneath the rig, releasing natural gas. They decided to burn it instead of capturing it, but instead of going out in 2-3 days like they hoped, it's been burning ever since. They even call it "The Gateway/Door To Hell". In my next blog I'll tell about my other obsession, Centralia, PA.

Now, as the title shows, I am feeling very under the weather. Hopefully this will go away soon. I'd prefer not to miss school, and more importantly, miss seeing my girlfriend. On a different note, Ov Hell's new album, The Underworld Regime, came out, and I'm truly digging it. It's everything good about black metal (the atmosphere, evil lyrics, diabolical sounding chords and riffing) without all the bad stuff (trash production, same lyrical themes over and over).

On another different note, I have not had any halfway-decent caffeine in three days, and it REALLY sucks. I'm a bit of an addict (caffeine is one of my vices) and going without isn't very fun at all, at all.

By the way, those who read this, check this out: www.myspace.com/decayingmyyouth
It's my new one man project, focused on atmospheric, doomy death metal. I think you'll like it.

Later,
Chad

Monday, February 8, 2010

Strange Day

I'm kinda new to this whole blogging thing, so my first few may be a bit rough.

So, it's a Monday, which I totally expected to be terrible. I hate Mondays. But in Physics Honors (I love that class) I got to talking to my friend Kim about relationships and stuff. We got on the topic of if we dated each other, and I ended up asking her out, and she said yes. Kinda weird, no?

Anywho, it's been cold, which I hate. Living in Florida made me realized how much I love warm weather! Oh, and the Colts lost, which I was pissed over. 

I'll see where this bloggery takes me.

Later,
Chad